06/13/2025

5:35 PM

i dont feel real. none of us do.

06/14/2025

10:55 AM

I'm not human without it

11:50 PM

work was normal and im tired. i did a bad thing.

06/15/2025

11:48 AM

i feel like im on autopilot these days...

06/17/2025

3:00 AM

im drunk.

06/20/2025

1:49 AM

i feel so full of them.it makes me fucking sick

3:03 PM

i am so so fucking lucky to be able to create to make art and exist. i see everything with beauty when i make art i know its stupid but i really am so happy im able to do this

7:44 PM

work genuinely feels like going to sleep. its like i black out. is this normal?

8:22 PM

i wanna dye my hair cjange my name and run away where no one knows who i am

11:38 PM

its like i have this disgustingly beautiful thing inside me, its so beautiful i cant even fucking begin to describe how wonderful it is, it feels like home. like me. like familiarity and its fucking clawing and scratching trying to break free of my skin and be out in the world